Silent Jealousy
by X-Japan (X Singles, Sony KSC2-70)
translation: Mark Neidengard


I'm looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carried away by the time
                                      I'm looking for you
                                      Trying to reach your roses
                                      Carried away by the time

Seijaku no kyouki ni katame wo
  tsubusareta mama
                                      As it is, I've been blinded in one eye by
                                        the silent bloodlust

You've gone away
From the stage
Leaving no words
There's just fake tears left
                                      You've gone away
                                      From the stage
                                      Leaving no words
                                      There's just fake tears left

Itsuwari no shinju de kazatta bara
  no hanataba wo sagasu
                                      Search for the rose bouquet adorned with
                                        pearls of deceit

I'm blind insane
In the red of silence
Nove I've lost your love
                                      I'm blind insane
                                      In the red of silence
                                      Nove I've lost your love

Genkaku no ai ni kawareta ayatsurui
  ningyou
                                      A marionette raised on illusory love

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself
Pretend you love me
                                      Get me on my feet
                                      Get me back to myself
                                      Pretend you love me
                                      
Yubisaki made shinku ni somatta ore
  wo mitsumete
                                     Gazing at me, dyed crimson to my fingertips

Mou taekirenai kodoku no SERENADE
Kyozou no umi ni nagashite
Yume kara sameta chimamire no tenshi wo
Mune ni daitemo I can not stop
                                     The serenade of loneliness I can no longer
                                       endure
                                     Weeping in the reflection of the sea 
                                     Even if I hold in my arms
                                     The bloodstained angel, awoken from dreams
                                     I can not stop

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
Kanashimi ni midarete
Modorenai ai wo kazaru
Kurikaesu kodoku no naka ni
Tell me true doko ni yukeba
Kurushimi wo aiseru
I still want your love ai wo tomete
Kurui saku kioku wo keshite
                                     Silent Jealousy
                                     Don't you leave me alone
                                     Disarrayed in grief
                                     Decorate the love that cannot return
                                     In the midst of the repetitious silence
                                     Tell me true where can I go
                                     To love the suffering
                                     I still want your love -- stop loving
                                     Erase this mad blooming of memories
                                     
                                      
I just wanted to stay with you
I just wanted to feel your breath
  of grace
I didn't know what to do
I couldn't say anything
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away
by the tide of time, even you
But the scars of memory never fade
  away
I can't stop loving you
Stop my tears
Stop my loving
Kill my memories

You dyed my heart in blood
No way to kill my sadness
Tachisaru mae ni koroshite
Wameki ("kyouwaki") no ai ni dakareta hitomi wa
Nanimo mienai
Imamo I miss you
Can't live without you
                                     You dyed my heart in blood
                                     No way to kill my sadness
                                     Kill me before going away
                                     The pupil embraced by screaming love
                                     Can see nothing
                                     I miss you even now
                                     Can't live without you

Silent Jealousy yume ni dasushite ("ochite")
Dakishimeru kioku wo
Stay in yesterday toki wo tomete
Kurikaesu kodoku wo keshite
                                     Silent Jealousy lapse into dreams
                                     And cherished memories
                                     Stay in yesterday, stop the time
                                     And erase this repetitious silence 

Take me back to the memory, to the
  dream
                                      Take me back to the memory, to the
                                        dream

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
Kanashimi ni midarete
Kill me, Love
                                     Silent Jealousy
                                     Don't you leave me alone
                                     Disarrayed in grief
                                     Kill me, Love